[ she doesn't have it in her to tease him back. She wants to lean into him, and she wants to be alone, but mostly she just wants all this not to be happening-- she stands up abruptly, but only takes one or two steps away from the couch. Her shoulders start to shake as she wraps her arms around herself; she doesn't say anything, because if she opens her mouth she doesn't think she'll be able to hold the tears back ]
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